Where ever I look,
I see reflections,
two ghostly silhouettes that never leave my sight.
In the halls at school,
they stand there,
mocking me, incessantly.
I walk home,
they walk with me,
staring, teasing, taunting...
Within my head these specters reside,
to haunt me,
to haunt me.
I'm just so worried,
always hurting,
I just can't seem to STOP.
I run to my house,
I can see them there.
They open my front door for me...
...just like me...
I run by, smash them to pieces,
splash their dark cloudy figures,
send them whirling away together.
...Together...
I run to my room, and jump in my bed,
my god there's one beside me!
Aches and pains,
a final implosion,
a constant commotion writhes within my chest.
A ravaging force of frustration,
hate and pain,
Longing, confusion, utter rage.
I can't understand why...
Why it had to be you,
you and me,
who suffered this injustice.
Why I had to take some chemicals,
to balance out my mind.
Why I was given the wrong ones,
and why it poisoned my heart and mind.
Took my body from me,
left ME behind.
Why did I come back,
four weeks too late,
why did you move on so fast,
supposedly it was fate.
Fate who put me here right now,
staring at the mirror,
wanted to die for knowing,
some one else lost you for m
It's a dark place,
Covered in dust,
Cobwebs and such.
There's a mountain in the middle,
A dusty draped sheet.
The world's in Black and White
I sit there alone,
A beat echoes around the room,
Thump Thump…Thump Thump.
The beat is slow,
But steady.
Waiting for a warmth,
For color,
For life.
How, I wonder,
How will I see the Light?
Then, the double doors open,
A slam, a bang, an angle…
She flows into the room,
Florescent face, body to beg for.
My hour glass turns,
Hers moves toward me.
Time stands still,
And I hold my desire in my hands.
I though her lips, the we hear a beat.
It increases, going faster, beats louder.
Th
Love is…
Two Faced,
It's good and bad
It could be Heaven, a paradise.
Words that will lead to "will you marry me"
It could be happiness with a lifetime warranty.
Good times with friends,
And others with lovers,
A love to last you both forever
Of which you two may share together.
But…
It could be evil, bad and hateful,
It could be like a snakes skin, empty and thin.
Left behind by the serpent that spoke with a forked
tongue.
Saying one thing,
But meaning none.
It could be the worlds end,
Your own Armageddon
The light gone out in the dark.
All in four letters,
L-O-V-E
Which will break a heart.
Shatter it like a mirror,
"I'm here!"
I say.
Here inside my box.
It's a glass bubble,
I'm confined within these walls.
It's a good analogy to life…
I can sit here,
And watch the world go by.
Play my part,
Sit in the dark,
The shadow of the Movie Stars and Cooperate Tycoons.
Or…
I could break out!
For sure it would cause me pain.
I'd smash the glass,
Hold the shards,
I'm bleeding.
But people notice me…
I'm outside the box,
Creating the shadows,
Waiting for others to join me.
And…
When they do,
We'll reach another plain,
A utopia, and Eden for you and me,
We could look at our shadows,
And see the world below us,
Shattered glass of a past gone
There's so much sh!t goin' on today
Man, you wouldn't even know.
So…
Jus' sit back here me say,
This is crap with a capitol 'K'
Our president's a Jesus freak,
Our economy's declined,
Poverty has rose so much,
and our troops continue to die…
Man, This is crap with a capitol 'K'
We're outsourcing everything,
And gas prices rise again!
Our gays can't marry,
And I can't drink!
Dude, this is CRAP with a capitol 'K'
No one seems happy,
We're always hearing 'suicide'.
We're all getting fat,
Our educations failing,
What the FUCK IT GOIN ON?!
THIS IS CRAP WITH A CAPITOL 'K'!!
It seems to suck to be alive today,
Take me anywhere b
Im in school,
my history class.
and a kid turns to me to say.
Man, class just sucks today.
Hey, man, its not so bad,
its only 7 hours a day.
I mean...
it could be worse right?
we could be here to stay.
I come to school,
the very next day.
Im in science class now,
then my teacher glares my way.
I SAW YOU CHEATING ON YOUR TEST!
god damn, school really sucks today.
here it is,
the crack of dawn.
Im off to school again.
I haul my ass,
I get to class,
and I get to repeat again...
180 freakin times a year,
for the next 3 years of my life!
dude...School sucks alot today...
I get up,
and I go to school,
I start to drool,
m
It's a passion,
a need,
A want you cant have.
To get married to someone,
the state wont let you grab.
you resemble then, in a hpysical way,
and in your heart,
yourself does say...
I love him.
yet you are a him,
so thats wrong...right?
With out a doubt not...
we all kow,
besides the Jesus freaks,
the homophobes,
and the bush,
that curiouse george,
to hold hands and wear a ring,
is THE perfect thing, if your in love
A man and a man,
a chick and a chick,
are undifined in issues of the heart.
so let live your passion...ya froot,
and fear not.
There are others who support you with a passion,
...froot, or not.
Take to life,
dawning a cloak of murmers,
a shroud of unheard words...
silky sounds and smooth whispers.
Lies and Truths,
Haps and Mishaps,
all pass you by,
when you wear a WhisperSilk coat.
Deamons and Angles,
the earthly and supernatural,
all hold their breath as you pass by...
Is it your presence?
or your lack of presence?
Are you truely who you think you are,
or do you disire more?
do you want what you have,
or wish you had nothing?
do you urn for an escape?
then hark,
and make haste!
weave yourself a coat,
a cloak,
a fine cloth,
and bear it on your shoulders.
Make some whispersilk, and let the world pass you b
Wings of silver, a heart of gold.
An angel enters your life…
A lovely tyrant to your heart,
To your love.
In spite seeing the potential danger,
You plunge headfirst into this guise...
This trickery, this pain.
You find that love is simply an illusion,
Put plainly,
an ungodly game.
They enter your life a gift,
They leave it with…
Wings of fire, a heart of coal,
This person leaves your life.
The Owner of your heart,
Holder of your soul
You pay for your mistake with pain,
Unforgiving pain
Intolerable scrutiny of the heart
that will sting every time you go to sleep,
For a while to come…
Until…
An angle comes!
with wings o
Take to life,
dawning a cloak of murmers,
a shroud of unheard words...
silky sounds and smooth whispers.
Lies and Truths,
Haps and Mishaps,
all pass you by,
when you wear a WhisperSilk coat.
Deamons and Angles,
the earthly and supernatural,
all hold their breath as you pass by...
Is it your presence?
or your lack of presence?
Are you truely who you think you are,
or do you disire more?
do you want what you have,
or wish you had nothing?
do you urn for an escape?
then hark,
and make haste!
weave yourself a coat,
a cloak,
a fine cloth,
and bear it on your shoulders.
Make some whispersilk, and let the world pass you b
It's a passion,
a need,
A want you cant have.
To get married to someone,
the state wont let you grab.
you resemble then, in a hpysical way,
and in your heart,
yourself does say...
I love him.
yet you are a him,
so thats wrong...right?
With out a doubt not...
we all kow,
besides the Jesus freaks,
the homophobes,
and the bush,
that curiouse george,
to hold hands and wear a ring,
is THE perfect thing, if your in love
A man and a man,
a chick and a chick,
are undifined in issues of the heart.
so let live your passion...ya froot,
and fear not.
There are others who support you with a passion,
...froot, or not.
Im in school,
my history class.
and a kid turns to me to say.
Man, class just sucks today.
Hey, man, its not so bad,
its only 7 hours a day.
I mean...
it could be worse right?
we could be here to stay.
I come to school,
the very next day.
Im in science class now,
then my teacher glares my way.
I SAW YOU CHEATING ON YOUR TEST!
god damn, school really sucks today.
here it is,
the crack of dawn.
Im off to school again.
I haul my ass,
I get to class,
and I get to repeat again...
180 freakin times a year,
for the next 3 years of my life!
dude...School sucks alot today...
I get up,
and I go to school,
I start to drool,
m
There's so much sh!t goin' on today
Man, you wouldn't even know.
So…
Jus' sit back here me say,
This is crap with a capitol 'K'
Our president's a Jesus freak,
Our economy's declined,
Poverty has rose so much,
and our troops continue to die…
Man, This is crap with a capitol 'K'
We're outsourcing everything,
And gas prices rise again!
Our gays can't marry,
And I can't drink!
Dude, this is CRAP with a capitol 'K'
No one seems happy,
We're always hearing 'suicide'.
We're all getting fat,
Our educations failing,
What the FUCK IT GOIN ON?!
THIS IS CRAP WITH A CAPITOL 'K'!!
It seems to suck to be alive today,
Take me anywhere b
"I'm here!"
I say.
Here inside my box.
It's a glass bubble,
I'm confined within these walls.
It's a good analogy to life…
I can sit here,
And watch the world go by.
Play my part,
Sit in the dark,
The shadow of the Movie Stars and Cooperate Tycoons.
Or…
I could break out!
For sure it would cause me pain.
I'd smash the glass,
Hold the shards,
I'm bleeding.
But people notice me…
I'm outside the box,
Creating the shadows,
Waiting for others to join me.
And…
When they do,
We'll reach another plain,
A utopia, and Eden for you and me,
We could look at our shadows,
And see the world below us,
Shattered glass of a past gone
Love is…
Two Faced,
It's good and bad
It could be Heaven, a paradise.
Words that will lead to "will you marry me"
It could be happiness with a lifetime warranty.
Good times with friends,
And others with lovers,
A love to last you both forever
Of which you two may share together.
But…
It could be evil, bad and hateful,
It could be like a snakes skin, empty and thin.
Left behind by the serpent that spoke with a forked
tongue.
Saying one thing,
But meaning none.
It could be the worlds end,
Your own Armageddon
The light gone out in the dark.
All in four letters,
L-O-V-E
Which will break a heart.
Shatter it like a mirror,
It's a dark place,
Covered in dust,
Cobwebs and such.
There's a mountain in the middle,
A dusty draped sheet.
The world's in Black and White
I sit there alone,
A beat echoes around the room,
Thump Thump…Thump Thump.
The beat is slow,
But steady.
Waiting for a warmth,
For color,
For life.
How, I wonder,
How will I see the Light?
Then, the double doors open,
A slam, a bang, an angle…
She flows into the room,
Florescent face, body to beg for.
My hour glass turns,
Hers moves toward me.
Time stands still,
And I hold my desire in my hands.
I though her lips, the we hear a beat.
It increases, going faster, beats louder.
Th
Aches and pains,
a final implosion,
a constant commotion writhes within my chest.
A ravaging force of frustration,
hate and pain,
Longing, confusion, utter rage.
I can't understand why...
Why it had to be you,
you and me,
who suffered this injustice.
Why I had to take some chemicals,
to balance out my mind.
Why I was given the wrong ones,
and why it poisoned my heart and mind.
Took my body from me,
left ME behind.
Why did I come back,
four weeks too late,
why did you move on so fast,
supposedly it was fate.
Fate who put me here right now,
staring at the mirror,
wanted to die for knowing,
some one else lost you for m
Aches and pains,
a final implosion,
a constant commotion writhes within my chest.
A ravaging force of frustration,
hate and pain,
Longing, confusion, utter rage.
I can't understand why...
Why it had to be you,
you and me,
who suffered this injustice.
Why I had to take some chemicals,
to balance out my mind.
Why I was given the wrong ones,
and why it poisoned my heart and mind.
Took my body from me,
left ME behind.
Why did I come back,
four weeks too late,
why did you move on so fast,
supposedly it was fate.
Fate who put me here right now,
staring at the mirror,
wanted to die for knowing,
some one else lost you for m
Current Residence: might as well be hell. Favourite style of art: Flash Operating System: Mac OS X MP3 player of choice: iPod Shuffle Skin of choice: anyones but mine Personal Quote: Forever and a Day
Yeah, it's a little late, but I hope everyone had a happy Valentines day...
Sorry, if it wasn't what you wanted,
it wasn't what I had planned on either.
I'm trying, Arlene.
I'm trying not to be there,
and to not talk, keep silent and pretend like I'm finding comfort with my friends.
but there's just so many questions that fly around my crazy ass head, and there's just so much history in where we live, and so many "what if's"...
It just drives my crazy that you can't see what I am, now, and that you're so determined to say that you've changed...
new hair, new cloths new friends...
but we're the same two people, under brand new conditions.
...Just like when we began, just like when we ended...
What would you give...to feel that perfect way again?
even for just a minute...?
god these
Well, as of late, I've found a new source from which I can derive my writing from.
My heart ache.
Again, from issues and events that wern't my fault at all,
I have lost the one person I never thought I'ed loose.
My girl friend.
One year, and twenty nine days just ended because I had changed.. well, acutally you can check out myspace for the story.
http://www.myspace.com/31561603
So, more emo broken heart sobby-sobby poems form me to you guys. Hope you enjoy some of them. :D
got kicked out of my house.. i am now out of an abusive household and in fostercare...hehehe not what you expected??... my summer has been interesting to say the least.. but good luck on your finals
:smile:me